hello everyone, long time no see..
(didn't I just wrote something yesterday?)

because I was so frustrated yesterday, I forgot to say happy new year.
plus, i was not here when it was new year.
and here we go,

imagine that it's on the 31st of December 2008,
the clock strikes 12.00, and 00.00.01..
everyone's saying,
"HAPPY NEW YEAR!!"
smiles on their faces,
the sound of trumpets and fireworks crashes through the huming night.
everyone's happy, but not for the ones who knows that they're going to have to struggle this year.
then their friends pass bye, offers them a drink.
then comes the funny stories that makes their stomach ace,
and makes them laugh historically..
suddenly all the problems just sliped away.
there's only joy, happiness, and warmth in their hearts.
and while they laugh and laugh,
someone suddenly stopes and just smiles sweetly while looking at her friends..
someone else asks, "what's wrong?"
she aswers with a low voice,"no, it's nothing."
another firework cuts the sky.
then smiles one more time, while looking to the horizon.
then the someone smiles back, and says,"come on, lets have a nother drink."
just laughing and drinking all night,
but each one of them knows that there's nothing like this moment..
nothing compares,
not even if they're gifted a humongous pile of money that covers all the face of the earth.
though they know that it's going to end soon,
not hours, not days, not weeks, not months, not even years..
they just don't talk about it.